if u ask me what happens to forever?; my answer is -forever has gone with all the hopes and dreams that i had a few years back.

cheesy nyaaaaaa.... teehee.

not that i dont have fresh hopes to replace the lost ones :)

the mid-semester break for utp students has already started two days ago. the campus is quite empty now except for those who stayed, mostly foreigner students (so this is the perfect time for anyone to find one to hook up with; not that im interested in any gahahaha). for the lucky ones, they get to go back home but for people like me (no, i wont say that we're unlucky) we just spend our holiday in utp. i dont fret about having to spend my holiday in utp tho coz there's tonnes of work to do! i think the lecturers here define holiday as -the time to-do-extra-assignments-revisions-other-than-scratching-ur-butt-having-nothing-to-do.

other than doing the assignments or scratching my butt or squeezing out the blackheads on my nose, i also went out with faiz -who i never met before bcoz we knew each other online and i find him funny and outspoken. if it wasnt for the bet we made the other day, i would never have known that going out with faiz is a real blast! pity, no pictures were taken tho.

ive also been watching reruns of mulan and cinta. which both made me cry (without any valid reason). ngeee. dontcha know that one of my hobbies is crying??

and to fill up the free time i had yesterday (despite the workload) i made an account at blogspot just to experiment around with the functions in it. should i switch weblog? and to be frank, ive been thinking about this for quite a long time already. so convince me not to change blog xanga people! (kalau kamu loyal sama xanga la).anyway, if ure interested, nah click here

been addicted to marshmallows ever since i watched mulan -there's a scene where the tiny red dragon mushu eat some sort like a marshmallow

its been a few weeks since im able (or have any ideas) to update. march is coming and i still feel like the Jan 2008 semester has just started. the time flies by so quickly that sometimes i dont quite remember what else had happened for the past few weeks other than me being sick with loads of work to be done nonetheless. and guess what else had happened...

frankly, im not really in a right state of mind to decide for anything especially when it involves peoples feelings, our future or my own sanity. i hope i did the right thing. who knows what will happen in the future, but i tried not think too much about it and just appreciate what i have. i'll leave it to this for now, case closed. (because im damn happy right now, its just the pms that is fooling with my mood swings)

i still cant get over the irony of life when someone who know us more than ourselves can become strangers to us in a spurr of a moment because of the wrong words spoken. sigh. cant i have them back in my life?

and i'll punch the dummies who think that life is no more than money and sex. im so sick at the mere thought of such people that i just want to erase them permanently off my memory. sadly, some of them are those people who i thought were my friends.

bosan dah dgn kwn2 sebegitu. chow.





when the mistake we made, was in never having planned to fall in love---